there are days when i wished i'm just some simple girl who wants the simpler, easier things. yes, more often than not, i get the things that i wished for. but then what if this kind of blessed streak suddenly leaves me behind? i'm sure i can do this, but a part of me is still hesitant.

i know being afraid of failing is such a pathetic excuse. i'm not one to back-out just because i'm scared of failing. but really, this time, i am. the next step is such a big decision, packed with bigger responsibilities. i'm stumped.